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2012-01-26T11:33:00.001+08:00

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January Birthday Celebration

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Hi how everyone chinese new yr holidays pretty sure fun bonding with love one even mostly all the shop closed hehe.

On 21 Jan we went to Jb surprise birthday for 2 person my ayg and sis erna hehe.

We went out early morning, Alhamdulillah even have minor we reached city square early. At first we all thought my bro kash will reach faster than us but it seem no lol. Well doesn't matter already most important our event goes well yeah.

We watched 2 movie, both story i love it. I just cannot wait to see theur nxt part2 hehe.

After that i need a must body massage machine chair after that we proceed to Thistle 5 * hotel.

No matter how heavy the rain everything keep going keke. Erna start to shout where are we going are we going hotel and eat hehe.

I just said to erna u just wait ok we going to park car first.

Well again we reached early so the boy and one man have time to play ball in carpark lol. I want to scold because danger but i tell myself keep cool so only dini can read my mind and there's she said it to her daddy lol.

Everywhere I go or saw i keep
say "wow" i feel cannot wait to sleep one day in the hotel. Anyway before the dinner start we took photography as normal our cameraman Adik Hamzah hehe.

Hm at first I thought those music classical just stay put at their place but it turn other way they can walk around amazing salute those man carried their instrument pretty sure heavy hehe. And the lady singer her voice "wow" too.. Love it i like it yes expensive even i ate little only the price worth it by sharing overall everyone happy even my lil Dini she still fine with us hehe.

Im so lucky to be in this family friends bonding thank you aygku for let me felt it serious it just like i in dream mode hehe.

Sorry if my reader for man this can be disgusting topic but it may help u understand abt women minor sickness.

2012-01-06T14:33:00.001+08:00

Is this topic for you?
Other problems (like bacterial vaginosis and trichomoniasis) can cause vaginal symptoms that may seem like a yeast infection. If you need help finding out which problem you have, see the Check Your Symptoms section of the topic Female Genital Problems.
What is a vaginal yeast infection?
Yeast is a fungus that normally lives in the vagina in small numbers. A vaginal yeast infection means that too many yeast cells are growing in the vagina . These infections are very common. Although they can bother you a lot, they are not usually serious. And treatment is simple.
What causes a vaginal yeast infection?
Most yeast infections are caused by a type of yeast called Candida albicans.
A healthy vagina has many bacteria and a small number of yeast cells. The most common bacteria, Lactobacillus acidophilus, help keep other organisms-like the yeast-under control.
When something happens to change the balance of these organisms, yeast can grow too much and cause symptoms. Taking antibiotics sometimes causes this imbalance. The high estrogen levels caused by pregnancy or hormone replacement therapy can also cause it. So can certain health problems, like diabetes or HIV infection.
What are the symptoms?
A yeast infection causes itching or soreness in the vagina and sometimes causes pain or burning when you urinate or have sex. Some women also have a thick, clumpy, white discharge that has no odor and looks a little like cottage cheese.
These symptoms are more likely to occur during the week before your menstrual period.
How is a vaginal yeast infection diagnosed?
It’s easy to guess wrong about a vaginal infection. See your doctor if you aren't sure what you have or if this is the first time you have had these symptoms. Also see your doctor if you are pregnant. Your doctor may want to do a vaginal exam.
How is it treated?
If you have had a yeast infection before and can recognize the symptoms, and you aren't pregnant, you can treat yourself at home with medicines you can buy without a prescription. You can use an antifungal cream, or a suppository that you put into your vagina, or antifungal tablets that you swallow.
If your symptoms are mild, you may want to wait to see if they clear up on their own.
Yeast infections are common during pregnancy. If you are pregnant, don't use medicine for a yeast infection without talking to your doctor first.
If you use a cream or suppository to treat the infection, don't depend on a condom or diaphragm for birth control. The oil in some medicines weakens latex, the material often used to make these devices.
Many women have infections that come back. If you have more than four yeast infections in a year, see your doctor. He or she may do some tests to see if your yeast infections are being caused by another health problem, such as diabetes.
Can vaginal yeast infections be prevented?
You can prevent yeast infections by making sure that your genital area stays as dry as possible and can "breathe." For example:
Wear cotton, not nylon, underwear, and avoid tight-fitting pants and panty hose.
Change out of a wet swimsuit right away.
Avoid douches and feminine sprays, scented toilet paper, and deodorant tampons.
Frequently Asked Questions
Learning about vaginal yeast infections:

What is a vaginal yeast infection?
What causes it?
What are the symptoms?
What increases my risk of a vaginal yeast infection?
Can I get a yeast infection from my partner?
What else could be causing my symptoms?
When do I need to see a doctor?
Being diagnosed:

How is a vaginal yeast infection diagnosed?
Getting treatment:

What treatment will I need?
Is treatment different if I am pregnant?
Can I get another vaginal yeast infection?
Should I use a nonprescription medicine for a vaginal yeast infection?
What nonprescription medicines can I use?
Is there any other treatment?
Ongoing concerns:

Why do I keep getting vaginal yeast infections?
What can I do to prevent an infection?

It may look like not pain but actually it is I even myself cannot bare with it.

So we women must be more xtra more clean if the feminine wash still not the right one must keep find the right one. Same goes to our pad or pantiliner must find the right one too.

First Pic 2012

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Dini today sch class Diamond 1 or 2 i still not sure. Im just happy with her semangat pretty go sch school mode and with her mature imagination too.

Yesterday and today same question again about how she wish to go school together with her sister or bro im pretty sure will be nice and happy family we study hard2 for happy family keke.

About my healthy problem I still no idea what is going on already it seem new sickness systoms on mode. I will only confirm about it once i go for check up again.

2012-01-01T16:43:00.001+08:00

2012

First cook of the day...

First day Dini angry with me,because I open topic her school day is coming to start already keke. When school holiday she ask and keep said miss her friend now when the time want to start open school she angry with me lol so funny. During my time I never think all this when come to school just go and follow our mum instruction, but now days children wow must sayang2 talk nicely2 many2 than they follow our instruction keke.

2011-12-31T23:30:00.001+08:00

My 2011 testimonial.

2011 gonna end soon I don't want to ask much, I just want to be healthy wife and mummy for my family for this coming 2012.

Wish 2012 our family business to be more stronger than 2011.

Im glad no matter how our situation financial too tight my aygku sure will sacrifice for his family. Hanya Allah sahaja yg le balas budi kamu suamiku.

Thank you to our both parent's for always be with us when we sad and happy.

What are you doing out there enjoy the beautiful fireworks. my countdown always bonding mode with beloved one at my home. Only for this year youngster bonding while my parents at their home as couple watching the same movie stargold.. standby tissue lol shoulder to cry mode.

2011-12-31T15:36:00.000+08:00

December Story:

Hm nothing much to say but I'm happy my mirc friend married already litz and lipsgloss keke

Selamat Pengantin Baru To Both Of You. Have another one I can't make it because of the rain weather Alfitrat and wife wedding.

After the event we went to eat tutti Frutti ops tak tahu spell. I eat the pure yogurt the rest of my family eat other flavour.

We wait for my hubby to fetch us at Clementi Mall but before that we wait for adik Hamzah too. We went to eat our dinner at LJS. Dini cranky mode want to buy hamster and we keep said no to her first because of I have asthma second I scared the pets will die I cannot see all this happen in my home.

Everyday looking forward to go our 6 days holiday, we do worry abt cash and weather too. But we just follow the flow till the day had came. First trip we went to Genting by coach massage bus,a little bit disappointed the massage chair spoilt so sad hehe. But is ok I still sleep till reached the place. Oh yes 6 hrs journey rest and awake felt kiasu long time never go Genting already.

Of course me and Dini very happy with it. Dini was the one very excited person in this journey keke. We have to wait our hotel key till 12pm. So we just proceed to marrybrown to eat our breakfast and wait till indoor theme park open. Dini just can't wait to play the marrygoround i forgot what the thing called hehe.

We played weight our body size keke.

We play alot of the indoor thing, I do cry while ride on deer track keke. 2nd track no cry maybe because I sit beside my love one lol. after that they all played bumber car, yes I'm jealous but what to do my healthy come first. I proud of my mum play the scary roller coaster keke.

Hm before eat our dinner we went to try the new cable car first very scary yes.But I did it easy to say I am someone love to try but inside so scared keke.

Our dinner buffet very nice food and love it.

Hm I don't know what to type already so I will just leave it to the picture to be a story of it.

We only stay Genting for one day only.

2011-11-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

SeLaMat PeNgAnTin BaRu

These past few days, I being Kpo update Nora N Afiez wedding picture keke. Hm I just hope Tomokianz@SG and Tomokianz@Indonesia like it too.

Weekend will always our family bonding doesn't matter at where but today we bonding see Daddy Badd play Batman game so funny it hang after few hrs of playing the game that mean the ps3 want him to stop hehe.

On Friday we bonding with adik Hamz and Dayah wish Erna will here too but is ok understand her situation hehe.

My story about sick: Yes my immune still not good especially my constipation and headace mode again what I can do just bare with it only how to go doc if I feel the money shortage hm.. My heart always say nevermind go doc also they still say nothing keke. Seriously I still don't know how long I can still bare it already.

Selamat Pengantin Baru in 8hrs hehe

2011-11-11T11:07:00.001+08:00

Hi semua,
selamat pagi hari ni date istemewa untuk couple ni mereka org kuat Tomok dlm hidup ni juga.

siapa org tu Norajoey and Afiez hehe.

acaranya tunang masuk cicin dulu lepas tu baru nikah.

Saya akan cuba update lagi kalau besok ade picture dia org nikah and bersanding hehe.

Saya sekeluarga tompang gembira untuk mereka. Walaupun kita jauh tapi hati excited di sana tau keke.

bag branded grab it.

2011-11-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

health benefit

2011-11-10T16:03:00.002+08:00

This is the new sanitary pad i talking about if u interested get back to
sis nora thank you.

2011-11-10T15:39:00.004+08:00

Sanitary pad good for health

2011-11-10T15:38:00.001+08:00

later i post the picture.
and i gonna try one more new one cikgu nora have share it too.

As long for health i will try and once i get very comfortable i will stick to it.

Sorry if i have man reader this may disgusting but it may good for ur gf health or wife health keke.

The reason sharing: both good actually only tat our human body different
skin sense hehe.. Don't worry give a try ok.

When will it be..

2011-11-04T14:56:00.001+08:00

kids party

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Yummy..

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dinner tea tarik celebrate khai sch achievement.

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Pms cramp

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I don't know where to start hm, but what i know last month suddenly fever and shivering attack. And on 29 Oct after gave my body full massage at $1 for 16mins machine.At sharp 6pm my tummy start to cramp and bloated so i just follow my sense went to toilet and start to throw my small water and saw little bit of blood. I shock but is ok I just told myself be calm and just go buy my pad lucky have 7-11 lol.

The children party still go on. Im still in pain, but when i see dini happy i also happy like want to join the fun but can't so i just play snap2 pic and video dini dance mode hehe.

Today was my 4 day pms cycle and it still more and pain too, the cons about me when sick I no mood to do anything. I still indebt with dini her ms sphegetti food. Hope nxt week I can cook for dini and badd.

Lastly my msg for today will be for those muslimah or ladies ever to feel want to be like us learn more abt our religion pls add in Farah Lulu in fb page ok. Again our time is always limited.

林志颖- 颜色《彩虹甜心》片尾曲MV

2011-10-28T23:13:00.001+08:00

Check out this video on YouTube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P5d6eZ74alg&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Sent from my iPhone

happy 2nd birthday to you.. Stay forever till the next generation.

2011-10-28T20:58:00.001+08:00

2nd Birthday..

left leg too.. thanks eumora bar.

2011-10-27T19:25:00.001+08:00

right leg rashes gone.

2011-10-27T19:24:00.001+08:00

Rest in heaven. that the best place for u.

2011-10-24T11:07:00.003+08:00

Someone daughter that I have being follow up her blog since nuffnang open period. I am so touching

and more with this girl family. These late lil girl was my Idol because the way she fight the monster really with great smile even behind of it she got cry too but she never show it that much. Whenever I in pain will just look this girl update blog to make myself feel strong again. Ok nvm I short the story these lil girl had pass away to Heaven on 21 oct or 22 oct something like that, may this lil girl family stay strong always same also to her mum bff too she very a good friend and untie to this lil girl always with them.

5th birthday Dini..

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sharing pic..

2011-10-24T10:42:00.001+08:00

Friday night..

Happy weekend for us for this month..

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Friday night:

Me,ayg,Khairuil&Hamzah we book ourself to go Uss Halloween Night. The first hunted house I just shout want to go home hubby. But my ayg keep say nothing lah so I just keep pretend nothing in my heart only God know how it feel so damn scary haha.

Cut the story we complete the journey. You all should go just to get experience about it how they makeup perfectly and how they acting it perfectly too.

If you talk about religion oh yes I never celebrate with it i just went there for experience it i even never dressup too.

Saturday Story:

We all morning having great breakfast
cook by bro Hamzah he slept our place
he cook for us fried ikan bilis chili padi rice for us at the same time i learn to do it too using my brain to memorise it.

Around 3pm everyone get ready to bath and be ready by 4pm we going to holland village buy some birthday stuff and draqula 2 side teeth.

I shock with all the price at there but is ok I just tell myself in heart once a yr just for Dini I should not mine it at all keke. Oh yes I am aquarius should love to spend,but it seem I more to the selfish side lol.

After that the two young brothers webt to buy javachip, ayg and Dini withdraw $. While me and mummy stay one corner due of my waist cramp attack. I try to control it and don't show it too much.

After that we proceed to town scape park buy ticket for the muzium halloween,hm this one i feel sorry to everyone i have to go out with Dini and my mum because it start to scare mode. My ayg keep walking himself I guess he want freedom to see those ghost haha. Sad for awhile but glad he he happy mode love to see his smile cat rather than tiger smile lol.

I cut the story again, congrats to Erna u complete the event even with the many clown face and more. Thank u
Hamzah for hp home button sticker.Before we went home we went to woodland for a while than supper at macdonald and lastly sent Erna back home too. And the truth while at Bp my cramp on the 10/10 in pain.

2011-10-23T10:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th birthday to u Dini. we gonna cut ur cake soon.

last 5yrs experience pregnancy was the best for me. I miss to be pregnant again. I bare the pain since 7 month till 37 weeks wah beh tahan in the end i put a stop i try for normal but too bad after few hrs by few hrs still never dilate so i op for operation it takes 45 mins to 1 hr to do it. but i will only awake after another 1hr by a 2 soft slap and my vomit. Dini was a afternoon baby.

2011-10-16T02:09:00.001+08:00

Happy 8 yrs Relationship Anniversary

2011-10-16T01:11:00.001+08:00

Hm at first I no idea weather he remember or not well that doesn't matter already it just that I start count all these during we steady mode all he start first and I just follow lol.

Well nothing much since I still not fit to work I just do video for him. From video everyone seem easy but actually not at all because I am someone will redo again and again till it look fine from my eyes and heart lol.

I try to upload the video at here later.

Let's skip that story, now I just want to update sat entry hm.. Hamzah and my family's came to my place we eating ayam lemak chili Padi together love it.. Today I learn new recipe hehe.. So what next eh, hm maybe Asam Pedas kut lol.

At night we last mins went to Imm since Dini and me boring lol. Imagine we 5 days stay home only because I not fit to go out alone with dini if I fit like last time pretty sure I will always at town every day lol. I feel sad last time I babysit neisha I can go far2 with her alone why went come dini I really cannot aiyoh. Than I think back oh different that one before married condition still not complicated like now lol. Now my body too complicated already and I have to bare it all way.

We end our Saturday night at MacD see beautiful kite hehe.. And now dini sleeping mode already with her night cough I really don't know what to give already medicine finish already.

Right leg

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Left leg

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Hm 3rd day use that magic bar, my skin smoother and fair tone onway too. My skin problem start peel and faded and no more itchy mode at nights.

Dini love it and I happy too she sleeping soundly and ease mind too. Her rashes decrease too.
Later I upload her leg pics too.

Let's talk about my condition I'm disappointed with myself normally after real pms I sure back to fit but it seem no. I only active for 4 days only. Yesterday I exp waist pain attack suddenly no idea why too lucky I get to sleep afternoon nap that time. So at night the pain so wow till so hard to sleep I keep side way mode till fall sleep.

The truth i still waiting for my fruit blender from amway that thing just special for me to blend my fruit with nutrilite supplement I really hope my health will fit back again once eat those supplement fruit juice. If like say still the same I have to find other way again and again.
Oh yes I know when we sick cannot complain all being given a test for me by Allah. And I also never scold Allah for all this, but I just keep scold myself why I can't be strong again I believe everyone around me will worry about me or boring with me too.

Serious I really don't know what to say already. My body pain sometime tummy cramp, sometime my piles pain, sometime bloated pain than follow my other pms pain. My pms pain will only attack 2nd days onward till end of the day. Sometime finish 3 days and sometime 1 week. I give up to count the cycle already jap ok jap tak ok.

2011-10-05T21:43:00.002+08:00

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Review

2011-10-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

I put this pic just to show the white color thing, it start to peal my skin. I never feel any pain at all and my skin smooth like baby skin hehe.

I never put the other picture because it may scared or disgusted all of you keke.

Product ingredient, and I will show u the halal logo.

2011-10-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

Eumora - The Moor Skin Health Bar

Nature's Answer for Healthy Skin - The two key magical elements of this herbal facial and body skin health bar are:

HYDRATION MICRO ALGAE FACTOR (HmA)

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HmA is an unique concentration of natural active ingredients, extracted from the essence of MicroAlgae. It is an effective hydrating agent and can help in strengthening the mechanisms of skin defence.

It has deep and lasting moisturizing effects while strengthening the defence qualities of the skin barrier, thus giving extraordinary softness and brightness. In addition, HmA is rich in Vitamins B1, B2, B12 and niacin which can increase the skin's energy and protect the skin to stay away from all kinds of pressure.

With its absolute compatibility with the skin, it doesn't irritate, and provides moisture for all types of skin in all climates.

MOOR

Moor is a rare form of nutrient-rich peat from Austria created by the gradual transformation of herbs, plants & flowers which have been permanently submerged under water or underground. Free from the decaying effects of oxygen and in the correct climatic and biological conditions, the plant matter undergoes a 'ripening' transformation process over thousands of years to produce a homogeneous dark substance called Moor.

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Note: Eumora's unique formulation with HmA makes the Bar even more effective and faster acting than any other Moor based Skincare product on the market!

During this 'ripening' process, all the substances within the plants are retained in the Moor, resulting in a herbal complex with wonderful therapeutic properties. For the past 60 years, a wealth of clinical studies conducted on Moor therapy has confirmed that Moor does posses a wide range of beneficial properties. In fact, hundreds of physicians now use and recommend Moor treatments.

Therapeutic Properties of Moor revealed from research conducted:

Bio-Available (Easily absorbed by the body) The substances present are in colloidal and bivalent form, thus they are small enough to be easily absorbed by the system.

Antiseptic The moor contains lignin and bitumen, both of which contains high proportions of phenol substances and these acts as natural antiseptic.

Detoxifying The high proportion of humic acid and other humus substances enables the moor to both draw and absorb toxic substances trapped in the tissues. Detoxification is widely recognized as an important component of health care maintenance and anti-aging.

Anti-Inflammatory Moor has consistently been found to exert an anti-inflammatory effect on irritated or inflamed tissues.

Ion-Exchanging The presence of humic acids also causes an exchange reaction in which harmful positive ions in the tissues are replaced by revitalizing negative ions present within the moor.

The Moor has been clinically tested and found to be naturally hypoallergenic and to be able to harmonize with and benefit any skin type, eliminating the need for many different types of creams.

2011-10-05T09:48:00.002+08:00

Review abt the cute bar:
Alhamdulillah my itchy start decrease and my so call dry skin start to peal already.
Too bad I can't see my back of the body is ok for now I let dini check for me.

Review for Dini wow she sleep comfortable no itchy no war on her body part accept her hair still not adapt yet perhaps.
because I also use on my hair and massage my head. Alhamdulillah no itchy too.

Tobecontinue at night later.

2011-10-05T00:34:00.005+08:00

This is how my body skin look like. If me hate to see it, what about others I'm sure they will eeee.. Too. I just hope for another miracle in this product InsyaAllah.. Thank you Ms Ung and Ms Edeani..

2011-10-05T00:34:00.004+08:00

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First day on this product pic will upload few mins time.
Actually many friend approach me about this product. What make buy for this time because I got the green light by Aygku.
But to my own risk, because I sacrifice my own pocket money food and my own things $ just for this golden cute bar. Hope it works on me I sure gonna get it every month, because I know to see the different at least 3 month the faster result.

The method little bit of water on ur palm or finger tips and must rub it many time to make the bar became more than start to put on ur body part leave it for 3 mins and u can wash it out.

Today our first day trial so have the kiasu bonding with my lil Dini. She love it because the small cute bar can use multitask for shampoo her hair and so on keke, the funny thing is she said to me ask that untie to do this bar with children print cartoon well children will always great imagination keke.

Our kiasu we count the 3 mins together in toilet haha? Just by counting numbers she so happy and now she asleep
Already. I will keep take not weather today she will complain itchy or not.

While for me now start to notice my skin like appeal those dry skin hm.. I will keep take note the changes everyday till my first bar finish and yes I very worry how long it can last me because use for two people keke.

My hope for this product my skin will back to normal like other people and night itchy will gone too.

2011-10-04T17:49:00.001+08:00

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October alot of thing happened, but we still keep fine with it. My aygku work very hard for full time,part time and even business just for his own family. How I wish can help him but it seem I can't have to wait for next yr to find job again. Because this end year people won't quit job because some company will get their big bonus keke. So the best will be Jan or Feb 2012, unless there's a last min shortage for me to get work again that will different story. Because the motive work just to settle my own stupid debt M1.

October we lost grandfather my Fil dad, nothing to regret because I get to kiss his forehead while he at hospital few days or week ago.
Hm funny it's true my ayg never cry at all keke. His reason no need to cry accept it everyone will die too lol.
Well again my wish to see him cry one fine day I don't when it will be keke..

My body back to normal but my leg and tummy still mode heavy just bare with it only. I'm age of 28 but feel like 30 - 40, hm always confuse complicated mode with my own health I just need to learn accept it but if I can accept and other parties can't accept it I will feel stress too.
Hm Dini everyday everynight before sleep keep say want I want brothers or sister hm again I only can smile and let's pray for it ok Dini.
last time stranger make me feel low but now my own child ask for it wow.

This month gonna fun day. Halloween and holiday mode.

Survey twister balloon for Dini 5 birthday ..

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Hi baby Farih..

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Babyshower for Aisyah Karim family.

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Pretty ladies..

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Sunday story:

Today we independent for a while To Aisyah babyshow event. Yeah at last get to carry bb Fahri.
I fall in love with their simple sky blue theme with grey color theme for their family.
I start to feel jealous when see people with tummy lol pls don't ask me why yes I know I have Dini, but again still trying for another one too.
Well I can't imagine when it will happened lol, sometime I visualize when Dini in primary sch or secondary then the no 2 arrive how. If it happen like that I pretty sure Dini don't want maybe because she will feel she old already and no one will care her that much already lol.

Continue the baby shower story, Aisyah the kambing tulang power sedap sekali hehe. Feel want to top up but I never top up haha. The dessert corner also nice. While going back time my junior Sharil arrived there too looking for hidayah ala don't have pula nvm next time perhaps InsyaAllah.

Before went back must take picture with baby Fafri and family too just to complete it.
All done we go find taxi to stop us at Marsiling met. Before take met to somerset we drink our koi water first than proceed it. Wow the train really over pack once we at town center station, lucky we get to out from it. Our motive just want to go H & M to change size shirt for Khairul. But we wait for his god bro to arrive first, I can't imagine how long we stand there to wait for u Hamzah all this blind of love as friend bro's lol I guess. Suddenly my hp rang my ayg called or msg said where r u at this and that's I just tell him no force want to fetch us or not keke. Really never expect him to come because I know he tired. In anyway aygku thank undo much for ur time to fetch us hope the food we ate will let ur tired low down little bit keke.

The end.. Everyone tired mode but me never sleep till 4 plus lol. Due of itchy and bloated.

2011-09-27T08:54:00.002+08:00

20 plus hari raya we went to sembahwang house for open house thank Cik Rahman family for the invite.
For the first time they saw my Dini wear princess dress everyone love it said to her pretty.
And suddenly Kak sanisah open this topic "Ti dini Nya baju kembang macam time Alwiyah suka Pakai selagi tak kembang wiyah tak suka hehe. I always babysit Alwiyah whenever have event on weekend. That time i still strong no cramp mode yet because still primary sch and not yet adult lol.

So at most if I fall sick will be asthma mode hehe. Now everything left beauty memory, Wiyah now adult already anytime gonna married soon yeah.. Pretty sure I gonna cry when she married cause syg her and happy for her too.

After sembahwang we went to Kak Lisa open house pula. For the first time my hormon body can't accept the noisy environment mode. No idea why, but I just maintain it lol. Happy take pic mode word my in law sibling and with their partner too lol.
I notice whenever me and badd take pic his smile half mode only lol. While me wide smile every picture keke.
That's all for our Saturday weekend.

2011-09-24T11:10:00.002+08:00

2011-09-24T11:09:00.001+08:00

2011-09-24T10:31:00.003+08:00

Today gonna update about my Idol.. Mr Tomok keke..

I am so very happy for him he got opportunity contract with coca-cola as icon for Malaysia and he have to go London for doing video clip with Ono group band more info at Gua.com ok.
He will start busy next month and pretty sure we gonna miss his twitter time line. As for me as his fans just want to congrats and wish he will always healthy where ever he will be. Tomok pls take care ur health when u at other countries because we know ur schedule will be so tight. Do the best you can in ur way we Tomokianz and Nbianz will always support you we know u can do it..Lets get it done yeah.. December concert I might be there once I have $ and green light by my hubby Badd. Pray hard to be there cause that one of my wish too. Hm we also looking forward ur robot film, Istanbul Aku Datang too and more to come.. Alhamdulillah.. Amin.. Insya'Allah..

Hm yesterday I saw Tomok twitter have pic and promote his sister Kak Isma
cd launch already wow. I have to wait when go JB than go search of it. I love to listen all his sister song too. All this start when I watching online AF all the way I follow Kak Isma turn to sing. I still wonder why she faint maybe too tired and miss her family perhaps keke. The next cd hm.. hope his bro in law abg zul will sing again looking forward his new cd album too. We love to Karaoke a to z song when we still young time lol..

Today I'm 50% ok only. I want to happy at open house later with lots of picture to take pls tummy behave urself.
Fever no more only left cramp, I still don't know what to wear because having pms very danger if there might a stain in our clothed right.

The end...

2011-09-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

Hm today is my 2 sad thing happened. First I have being signal false early pregnancy nearly one month so means the history being repeated again after 4 yrs of trying to conceive. Yes even I never put tat so much hope I am human women sure still sad so I just need a hug from the one I really love in the end what I get? A msg say head pain with messy house haiz. So what that mean the person I Iove still haven't adapt what going on right. That's where all the emo whatsapps started, I have no idea how the one I love feel after read it because that person silent mode for now. So I just patience and think he very tired that's all. I'm lucky to have him but he unlucky to have me with my condition up and down.

Today I really sick mode with fever and every where cramp done Pls don't press the wrong button for this week I just want to be alone with my own condition. Duduk hospital pun cantik Ade org nurse jaga doc jaga bila part Mlm aje sunyi. :(:(:(:( force :) lol..

2011-09-18T12:41:00.002+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru Nana dan Lan

Man need Respect

Women need Love..

I really want to be there, but time really limited seh. Hari raya with friends and family I am very sorry sis I can't be there. But don't worry you will always in my heart and berdoa this married will forever and ever I know you have go tru alot. May this last love stay forever ok Nana.. LOVE U and ur family too.. hehe.. Baby boom next pula keke.

2011-09-18T11:59:00.003+08:00

Our hari raya this year have new family for Umi Family. She have alot of anak angkat already.While me have alot of adik2 angkat already.

Without became fans of Tomok I won't know Erzee and from Erzee I know each of her friend's. Like what I am going to say people come and go and the person will come to u will be nice person yeah.. All my adik2 brought me sunshine feeling for in my life keke.

There will be more picture at FB.. I lack of picture because I don't have camera all this while I will only use my IP4 camera keke.

My health story:

Well since March till now my body really complicated no idea why check up KK still zero they never find anything in my body. Hm well although it was a good news for me but still I wonder why I still feel the pain don't u think it was funny about it. Alright nevermind we still keep find another solution after hari raya I gonna start massage section with anyone who willing to massage me. Because my skin body also not nice I have no idea what those patch are. I always bath 2 to 3 times, I scrab it also sometime but the thing still there. I have this patch2 thing since 2003 but after awhile it was fine, but now it came back more aiyoh2. Sometime I really lazy to think all this u know the word like give up gasak lah kau nak jadi apa jadi lah asal kan Suami ku tak lari sudah lol.. really I more sensitive nowdays, jelousy too again thanks to him now I know how the Jelous feeling.

Nothing to proud about last month Puasa, but really Alhamdulillah I get to fast full for 2011 A..min..

But at the same time I keep ask why I miss the mrsP until so long, pls no more playing game with my heart I scared cannot take it. Late pms 1 weeks negative, 2nd week still negative so when will be the next kit to be test. These two test kit I buy those cheap one below my shop at $4.50 lol no idea is it accurate or not. I know one fine day I gonna buy the CLEAR BLUE once get green light from aygku lol.

If u ask me what the signal of might pregnancy:

Hm vomiting suddenly one of the after hari raya at my untie house.

Headace..

bloated..

eating nonstop..

sensitive of smell..

colour changes Blue and Black.. sajak lah tu both start from B..

Always find fault with my own aygku lol.. either one start first sure I will bloody angry

Dini keep kissing my tummy don't know why lol.

My body very weak, cannot wear watch at all so funny right.

itchiness on my hand arm area..

breakout too much.. hormon really bad. It can cure but the pill cannot make u conceived thats why I never take the pill. I just take care my skin by basic facial wash two time in one day.

cleanser toner moist.

Constipation

Uti mode without feel any pain at all.

Again I have no idea weather I positive or negative right now we just wait and see again till 30 Sept 2011.

Hm I ever encounter this problem yr 2007 0r 2008 forgot already hehe.

If everyone ask me no 2 I still not stable yes it is true still not stable, but I believe if i have a chance to be a mother again the baby will bring me a good thing for this family. InsyaAllah anyway we cannot know what Allah has plan for our family.. every bad thing happened is for us to learn and be patience with it and at the same Allah teach us to be a strong person too.

2011-09-13T21:30:00.001+08:00

ErzeeSciuto SullivanQueen HARAP ANAK DAPAT TERUS MELIHAT: Encik Ari dan Cik Dita berharap barah mata yang dihidapi Ghifar dapat dirawat agar penglihatannya dapat diselamatkan. -- Foto-foto TAUFIK A. KADER
Mudah cetak
E-mel

13 Sep 2011

SINGAPURA

Budak 9 bulan diancam hilang penglihatan dek barah

Oleh
Shamsul Jangarodin

LEBARAN tahun ini sepatutnya membawa seribu keceriaan bagi keluarga Ghifar Assyakif kerana ini kali pertama mereka menyambutnya bersama anak berusia sembilan bulan itu.

Namun sebaliknya, keluarga warga Indonesia itu diselubungi kebimbangan.

Ini kerana beberapa hari sebelum 1 Syawal lalu, Ghifar disahkan menghidapi sejenis barah mata, retinoblastoma, pada paras yang agak teruk.

Retinoblastoma dibahagikan kepada lima kumpulan, A hingga E, berdasarkan peluang mata dapat diselamatkan mengguna rawatan yang ada.

Kumpulan E menandakan hampir tiada peluang untuk mata diselamatkan.

Menurut ayah Ghifar, Encik Ari Nurlyansyah, 28 tahun, beliau diberitahu doktor bahawa barah di mata anaknya itu adalah dalam kumpulan D.

'Kami mula mengesan ada semacam selaput putih di kedua-dua mata Ghifar semasa dia berusia enam bulan. Tapi dia tidak tunjuk tanda-tanda sakit. Demam pun tidak. Cuma selera makan saja kurang.

'Saya ke Internet untuk buat kajian, dan laporan-laporan tentang retinoblastoma yang saya baca sama seperti tanda-tanda pada mata Ghifar,' ujar Encik Ari, seorang pegawai pemerintah Indonesia.

Apabila selaput putih di mata anaknya mula lebih ketara, Encik Ari dan isterinya, Cik Dita Arie Maya, 27 tahun, meninggalkan rumah mereka di Lingga, sekitar empat jam perjalanan feri dari Batam, bagi mendapat rawatan di Singapura 'kerana yakin pada teknologi canggih di sini'.

Dengan bantuan seorang pak ciknya di Singapura, Encik Ari membawa anaknya ke Hospital Wanita dan KanakKanak-Kanak (KKH) 22 Ogos lalu dan imbasan pengimejan resonans magnetik (MRI) esoknya mengesahkan Ghifar mengalami retinoblastoma.

Doktor menemui dua ketumbuhan pada setiap bebola matanya, dengan ketumbuhan terbesar berukuran sembilan milimeter.

Ghifar kemudian dimasukkan ke dalam wad selama seminggu bagi menjalani rawatan kemoterapi.

Ditemui di rumah pak cikEncik Ari, Encik Zakaria Mohd Yassin, di Bukit Panjang baru-baru ini, Ghifar kelihatan seperti kanak-kanak biasa - mudah tersenyum dan ketawa apabila diajak berbual.

'Tubuhnya kini sudah susut. Rambutnya juga sudah gugur. Ini baru sesi kemoterapi pertama. Kami perlu di hospital bagi rawatan kemoterapi lagi,' kata Cik Dita, seorang suri rumah.

Menurut Encik Ari, peluang bagi anaknya sembuh dengan rawatan ialah 50 peratus.

Dengan bantuan sanak keluarga di Singapura dan Malaysia, Encik Ari dapat mengumpulkan $20,000 bagi pembayaran pertama rawatan anaknya, memandangkan mereka bukan warga Singapura.

Keseluruhan rawatan itu, termasuk kemoterapi, dianggar menelan belanja $50,000. Namun, ia tidak termasuk ubat dan rawatan lanjut.

'Jika Ghifar tidak dirawat kedua-dua matanya perlu dicabut bagi mengelak barah merebak ke seluruh tubuhnya, yang boleh membawa maut,' kata Encik Ari.

Sesiapa yang ingin membantu boleh menghubungi Encik Zakaria di talian 9684- 4207.

Ristoe and Linda

2011-09-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

2011-09-04T00:40:00.003+08:00

I shortcut my entries ok.. just with picz.. it was very fun. This year was my first time celebrate hari raya with my own family due of my other family at Clementi I do miss them always but i just keep it normal. I not sure should happy or not for my new job temp because I feel the timing at the wrong timing because my pms on missing again I really scared it will come on the day I start work how am I going to concentrate while doing my job duty really scared and confused. But I just follow the flow because I focus to pay my M1 Bill I don't want to trouble my ayg already he had enough of our financial problem, but Im glad everything fine when we going to be in low mode we will still feel save for awhile.

2011-09-03T19:50:00.002+08:00

Last day of Ramadan was Dini Birthday too in Islam Calender. I will always remember how the journey was everything was worth it even with those pain.

Last day of Ramadan we still go geylang, but around afternoon we go Amway first then go threading and henna time since at there have I just do everything on spot.

2011-09-03T19:00:00.003+08:00

Our special day fall on 27 August we got many plan to do and go. Morning we have to line up for our President voting. Follow by go to East Coast Crescent area Terrace house to collect my Hari Raya Dress in Teal colour. I know alot of people order that dress top till the shawl sold out keke. But is ok as long the dress last mins available Im so happy because I wear it for my hubby and dini they love it too. Hm after that aygku want to go geylang for awhile to buy curtain or exchange the wood things keke. All the while me and Dini just sit inside our car only.

After that we proceed to West Mall intend to play arcade and iftar at Bali Thai only, but end up I got to pamper myself with manicure and pedicure express at one of nailshop just beside arcade only. Once my pampered done I straight away to the arcade and find them they still enjoying playing those game while me just focus target to take the photo print hehe. I keep psycho Dini to take that picture with me and with ayg too. Alhamdulillah in the end we got to take the fun picz as normal some pics nice some not at all keke. Most important thing we happy.

Hm.. around 6.30pm we all went to Bali Thai with adik Hamzah and Khai the foof very nice green curry and the grill prawn yummy plus kangkong too. Oh by the way we met Khai and Hamzah at the Value shop keke.

Overall our wedding anniversary for this time really special because I got blue rose and Dini got pink rose too. The most I love about it because we have pics memory credit to Hamzah with the great camera. Oh ya I forgot after breakfast we went to eat Ice-cream at Clementi Mall keke.

2011-08-27T10:29:00.001+08:00

Oh ayangku happy 6th Wedding Anniversary to us,the way u propose me last 6yr may funny, but is ok the most thing is I DO LOVE YOU and that's why we married. After married there may have up and down but I'm glad I kick those ego emo to save this married Alhamdulillah. Everyday,every year is new thing to learn for me. I may still not perfect for u as wife but everyday I still trying.

Thanks for ur Silent LOVE,SACRIFICE and RESPONSIBLE for Our Family.. Like what our lil princess love to say we are Happy Family everything we do must happy family keke.

Sincerely:Your weak wife Titi ..

Happy 6th Wedding Anniversary

2011-08-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

2011-08-24T14:51:00.002+08:00

today my body want to weak is ok, but tomorrow I need 3 hrs energy for job interview. I want to get my own $ to pay my stupid con debt done.. Alot of things need to sacrifice if I get the job. go work take mrt stop queenstown take taxi go to office place. Sacrifice for Dini to be babysit by my mum.

my cramp pain now rate of 6 to 8 over 10. the rate 10 is on way and don't know which day it will be pls not 1st of raya my mood will be bloody swing ops. 

2011-08-21T16:15:00.003+08:00

Kisah Semalam:

Hm tiba2 nak update blog dalam bahasa melayu pecah keke.
Kami sekeluarga dan adik2 angkat saya plan iftar di JB,patutnya jumpa 10.45am kat Kranji tapi lambat sebab saya kena buang2 besar kat rumah saya kul 8.30am sampai 10am duduk di dalam tandas bilik ku sebab tak nak ganggu yg lain guna toilet dapur saya keke.

Hm saya ingat Bag pack Dini semuanya ayg dah siap kan tinggal masuk apa yg saya nak masuk sekali lupanya susu serbuk Dini tak bawa lah keke. Saya sedar ni bila dah kat JB hehe. Dah takle pusing balik pun keke. Nasib Dini good mood semalam so beli kan air susu kotak daisy aje Alhamdulillah.

Sebelum start iftar kami semua gi jalan2 shopping kuih2 dan kasut capal semua. Ok lah harga2 nya berpatutan juga. Bila dah jalan2 sekali tiba Kepala saya buat hal pula macam pening tapi bukan lapar saya selawat dan juga doa untuk kuat kan diri ku ni tak nak batal kan puasa Alhamdulillah saya dapat full puasa akhirnya.

Saya baru perasan yang saya dah tak kuat nak angkat apa2 pun bila kalau jalan banyak2.Setakat bawa bag sling saya nya perut cramp attack macam gitu aje, habis lah kalau cramp dah attack kaki pun ikut lemah tak best nya. Mana titi dulu yg suka merayap2 eh dah hilang seh dah jadi lembik pula hehe.

Saya ingat buka kat Manhantan lupa nya Sould Garden apa lagi tempat begitu saya akan target makan seafood sebab kat kedai luar seafood lah paling mahal harganya keke. Udang,kupang dan kerang. Nak makan ketam tapi malas pula semalam hehe.

Lepas Buka kami pergi ke Pandan City dang2.. pertama kali kami jadi gila dalam kereta,masyaAllah jam makan 2jam tau lepas tu bila nak sampai kita asik uturn2 aje sebab ade tersalah info dgn terlajak dan macam2 keke.Akhir nya kita masih sampai dan beli apa2 yang patut keke.Umi beli tudung yang lelaki beli CD bapaku jaga Dini hehe.

Last trip isi minyak always ingat kan ayg 97 petrol hehe. Part yang cute tgk adik Khai rajin dia lelap cemin car pakai tools kedai minyak,saya le terimagine dia dah besar kerja part time kat kedai minyak pula tiba2 hehe.Saya tahu khai cari kerja tak cerewet punya bila tiba masanya he ade sikit like me tu yang saya suka hehe. Apa2 pun saya sebagai kakaknya cuma le berdoa agar dia sihat selalu jangan sakit macam kakak dia ni susah datang nanti nak hidup sendiri semuanya kena berharap dengan orang lain niat tak nak tapi saya takde pilihan lagi. Saya hargai dengan apa yg keluarga saya beri kan termasuk aygku juga.

2011-08-19T23:47:00.006+08:00

Ok dah cukup hari ni nya sedih2 Mr Badd still cool as normal.. Hm bulan puasa tahun ni I more spent with Tomokianz@SG admin and friends. Yang tak suka tutup mata sebelah ok. Hm best Iftar dengan you all, Hamzah great Organizer ops tak tahu spell keke. Happy dapat jumpa2 adik2 ku ni kalau Yg KL turun SG pun best ok dah Titi jangan merepek jauh kang anak2 dara orang nak datang ke sini hehe.

Hm oh tidak baju purple tu ketat gitu baju itu pakai di rumah aje ya.. no more for outing hehe.. unless buy long cardigan hehe.

Iftar with Bedok Clanz.. not much people some work some MIA keke.

I end my entries with positive picture ok .. selamat bersahur jap lagi ok..

2011-08-19T16:11:00.006+08:00

Kisah Aku.. semasa kecik2 sampai primary school.

Hm macam yang saya nak di kata kan wardina nya video dgn apa yg saya nak sampai dah nak kebetulan.. saya nak update blog ni last week tapi pasal kurang sihat saya tak dpt nak update blog ni. Berapa hari yg lalu saya tgk video Wardina yg model muslimah saya terharu2 sangat Alhamdulillah pintu hati dia buka jalan yg benar amin2..

Saya adalah seorang yg kepala batu pantang di cabah.. kata dia2 hehe
Saya adalah anak perempuan seorang dalam keluargu tu tapi perangai macam tomboy hehe.
Saya dulu lasak org nya tapi ade satu benda terjadi banyak yang ubah diri ku jadi lemah semangat dan macam2.

Saya adalah seorang yg suka straight to the point kadang dgn cara cantik kandang tidak.
Saya tak suka org fitnah saya sangat pantang sekali boleh jadi gaduh tak kira baik darah daging sendiri atau sahabat.
Saya senang jatuh cinta dengan siapa2 yg pandai ambil hati ku.
Saya senang bersendirian di dalam bilik.

Zaman Sekolah Secondary sampai 18

Saya adalah seorang yg paito benda2 yg tak suka di buat di sekolah bukan pasal nak nama atau kenal mmg tak suka.

Saya tak kisah org nak hang2 dgn saya sebab saya tahu apa saya buat.
Kawan di sekolah tak ramai sangat gitu2, my friend the close iling,feldza,shaba,ezah,ifa,diana,dila and so on.. Alhamdulillah till now still contact each other in technology world.

Lepas N'level saya start kerja Sales girl jual muffin kat CCK,bishan and marina sementara tunggu result hm.. tutup result keluar sangat sedih Fail. Study but still fail sabar ajelah.. English fail by 1 mark mistake had done cant be rewind.

Lepas kerja tu habis contract saya kerja sales lagi di bugis masa ni zaman berlajar pakai barang wanita hehe.. sgt kekok sekali lipstick makeup sebab saya kena jaga counter makeup Lilian K product yg ni Michelle Nur Areyana nya untie company shop. Semua yang saya kerja memang contract base takde fulltime. Saya faham dengan kesihatan sendiri saya kira bila tak dtg kerja kira unpaid leave gitu ajelah.

Ah sekarang saya dah kerja rasa dah besar dah freedom gitu lah. Yg important lepas gaji masuk duit kena tolak duit kat mak saya tak kira kecik atau besar tetap saya akan kasi. Kerja sales Warehouse boutique lepas kerja mesti gi clubbing sebab ade work project and relax time with my cousin tak minum tapi isap rokok aje.. rugi pula org dah hulur tak isap tapi saya suka sempurna atau marlboro mentol aje keke. Isap rokok for 1yr plus mula2 memang susah nak hilang kan habit ni tapi keep cuba2 aje.. at last baru jadi keke. Sambung cerita masa saya kerja kat boutique warehouse kami semua kena fitnah ambil duit $3000 hilang dlm cash box besar tu. Aduh supervisor lagi since kita takle bayar yg lain tak nak satu2 undur with any kind of reason. Saya pun undur diri tapi 1month notice jadi half sikit pandai2 dia org cut it so lagi half take for duit penat saya berkerja.

Alamak saya nak kena cut short story, saya start gi club2 masa umur underage ikut2 cousin and nak spy ex bf lama ku lol. Stop clubbing umur 20 ke 21 plus kira once terasa nak tutup tu memang its a called full stop just imagine the signal tiba start like this tau. Masa underage first club FIRE lepas tu Jamz2000 the last one relax hard rock lepas tu last sekali go FIRE club balik and the word came out is Assalamualaikum to those friend haha tak terkejut semua org kat situ hehe situ lah signal nya tapi masih shock masa tu so just buat bodoh and angkat kaki jalan dari situ balik rumah terfikir hehe.

Tiba2 besok nya all change cara pakai bual2 semua jadi lain sekali very the polite macam tu bukan saya tau.. tapi saya ikut kan aje. Start to revamp my baju2 yg harus di buang2 or give people. End up that whole day I just keep those long sleeve.. di situ lah another signal lupanya.
Lepas tu another 1 month gitu nak gi sekolah Jamiyah teka apa jadi.. Dang2 saya pakai baju longsleeve with jeans barebotom lepas tu masih tak kena dah keluar rumah masuk balik go mak room take any tudung and balut di muka saya, SubahanaAllah rasa nya amat suci sejuk tak panas. Dlm mrt nak ke paya lebar saya silent mode aje hati tenang aje. Selalunya kalau kita pakai tudung mesti rasa panas lah apa2 lah kan tapi bila saya pakai tu rasanya susah nak di terang kan. Gi sekolah macam gitu kawan2 semua tershock ade macam tak kenal pun sebab saya senyap aje kat class tu.

Ah ni nak cerita part solat pula sampai sekarang saya masa tak pandai solat. pertama doa atau surah2 saya tak tahu baca atau takut salah baca. saya cuma tahu Alfateha dgn basic surah aje maafkan saya kalau ade word yang saya salah spell. Saya masih buka buku untuk bersolat sangat sedih sekali malu diri sendiri kenapa part2 gini saya lembab sangat even ngaji pun saya lembab sampai guru ngaji dah Arwah Wak lemah love her so much. Kadang saya tak pasti ade kah saya take confident atau apa dgn doa atau surah tu.. macam takut bunyi salah atau tersalah baca aduh payah sekali dugaan betul bab2 ni. Jadi sampai sekarang saya nya pentanda sayang Allah hanya dgn saya punya cara tutup beraurat sahaja, mlm sebelum bertido berdoa yang basic aje. Saya sangat sedih bila tgk Quran teringin nak buka nak baca tapi sayang saya tak tahu eja word tu semua.. Saya masih mencari yg material tudung yg sesuai dgn kulit saya agak payah org senang sakit kepala dan sensitive skin ni bila dah berumur ni. Hormon body agak complicated sekali. Tahun 2005 ke 2006 saya ade buka balik sebab terpaksa cari $ dgn saya asik2 sakit aje kira desprate mode so time tu saya rasa munafik kat diri sendiri tertanya2 macam mana ni asik buka pakai tutup aje jadi saya decide stop sekejap lepas tu tahun 2009 onward mmg hati dah terbuka balik suruh tutup tapi saya masih seram sejuk juga tapi bila dah tahun 2010 saya dah tak work saya dah jadi housewife I start to close back again till now Alhamdulillah semoga ia kekal selamanya hingga akhir hayat nanti In Shaa Allah.

Jadi pendapat saya kalau siapa2 yg dah boleh solat 5 waktu,tahu tentang ugama harus terfikir/berfikir bertutup aurat juga untuk diri sendiri,suami dan juga Allah. Saya ni masih lagi berlajar macam mana nak solat hafal tu semua imagine solat sambil tengok buku. Saya kat sini hanya luahkan dan beri contoh aje jangan terambil hati sangat yg baca blog ni. Kalau nak cakap bab2 ugama2 memang pangjang mungkin yg kaum wanita le berlajar dari ustazah yang terdekat atau wardina nya video tentang2 ugama. Macam saya cakapkan saya masih berlajar lagi masih beginner. Step by step kalau yang cepat tangkap tu bagus Alhamdulillah..

Saya masih berlajar lagi sekarang kalau nak mengaji pakai tecknology pun ade InsyaAllah kalau niat kita baik semuanya akan jadi baik In Shaa Allah Ameen..

Lagi satu nak cakap Jangan lah kamu di tipu dgn dunia hidup ini clubbing,concert dan macam2 lagi memang kita akan gembira bila pergi semua ni tapi ia hanya sementara sahaja. Dalam dunia ni memang takde yg sempurna tapi kita boleh berlajar jadi sempurna InsyaAllah...

Hikmah saya di fitnah oleh seseorang saya menjadi seorang muslimah yang Beginner.
Hikmah lepas menjadi muslimah hilang kawan hilang seorang yang kita pernah cinta.
Hikmah nak mencari kerja sampai saya rasa diri saya munafik susah nak maafkan diri tau kerana saya buka aurat saya. Mmg sangat sedih.

Hidayah saya pula bertemua dengan suami saya yang baik sangat orangnya.
Hidayah saya hubungan seorang ibu dan anak menjadi sahabat bila di mana2 dia berada.
Hidayah saya berjumpa dan mendatang orang2 yang baik.
Hidayah saya tiba2 kembali lagi untuk menutup aurat saya lagi. Ni kali saya mmg tak nak buka lagi saya akan terima apa aje hikmah yang akan di beri.

Time is limited guna kan mana yg di perlu jangan di sia2 kan sekian terima kasih.
Maaf kan saya kalau ade tersalah silap di blog saya ni.

2011-08-19T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hari ni nak update apa eh.. Saya tgh sangat2 sakit hati walaupun saya tahu saya salah juga part gi sembarang percaya kata boss sendiri buat apa kan. Tiba2 si Mr J telephone cakap saya nya hutang dan timbul2 14k gila kah. Siapa nak gi bayar kan seumur hidup ku pun tak pernah nak hutang banyak2 gini seh.

Terus shock shivering nangis dan selanjutnya.. Ku cakap dgn MR J sorry hang up first I calling M1. Terus call m1 dgn suara yang tak sedap tu and talk things out si customer service terpaksa dgr cerita saya ni walaupun dah berkali2 ku repeat story itu naik penat tahu record terus play haiz. Hm si Ms C cakap dia takle buat apa2 sebab semua dah serah kat Creditor tu. Dalam hati ku being a victim and kena like this aduhaiz nasib macam kentang saya ni sabar aje. Dah dua kali ku kena tipu pasal kerja dulu masa2 baru habis sekolah susah nak dapat kerja. Ni company cakap nak cari kan tapi kena buka account $200 si blur queen on aje dan my abang yg jadi witness nya, nak tahu apa jadi 1 week later company telah di block dgn police and bla2 bukan saya kena org lain pun so sabar 200 hilang mak marah2 tapi saya dapat balik duit tu dengan pinjam abg angkat saya Zul yg kat clubbing jamz2000. Ingat dpt gaji nak bayar abg tu tapi terus tak nampak dia sampai lah dah kahwin tahun lepas jumpa dia kat bazar sound dia nak bayar duit tu dia cakap takpe dia dah halalkan Alhamdulillah amin..

Tapi hari ni story 2008 ni bila nak habis eh kalau aku masih lum dapat kerja angan2 memang nak bayar semua ni kalau jadi kerja 4 bulan tu tapi sayang kena lagi takde rezeki sabar lagi. Hm sejak yang tak work tu keep send resume to company no reply pun, saya tahu kenapa mungkin takle buka itu resume ataupun memang lum ade news.

Kenapa saya payah nak tipu org tapi org senang nak tipu saya eh. Dari dulu sampai lah sekarang bila mau game hari2 sabar2 ajelah tu ajelah.

Saya kena cari duit before raya $601.42 done.. :(:(:(
semoga aku masih boleh kuat untuk tempuh semua ni..

2011-08-10T13:02:00.000+08:00

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2011-08-08T05:43:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone sorry for the late update very busy mode.

As you all know that on 28 I have my 3 appointment at KK can say full day like 8hrs at there but we minus the 1 hr of lunch time we skip to eat our breakfast and go buy Dini stroller.

My scanning check up all fine as what I predict but again if it is fine why I still feel the on off pain at my left side. Well it is alright I guess all this while the problem should be on my constipation piles parts. Hm.. actually I should go for the endoscopy appointment 5 August but I never because I think fasting is more important than this thing keke. So I guess Sept or Oct will rearrange new appointment date for me. The process to endoscopy is not easy I have to eat medicine 2 time before 3 days. I only can eat plain food no meat no veg ee I don't like at all keke. And before go for the process I need to fasting too. All this I had gone tru when I underage mode at NUH specialist clinic. I still remember after all the process the next day I having fever mode lol maybe too shock with what going on hehe.

Now get back story Last Day of work hm.. I thought their shifting mode done but haven't so my job was stay in new office with those contractor to answer phone call and take a message for them. While too boring at there lucky uncle Lim send me those transferring I got a last chance to do transferring clothes hehe. Hm I forget what time the lady boss came and I was bz on phone first time she shout at me oh yes feel hurt little bit only but is ok maybe she thought I cant hear what she said or she thought those drill noise will effect her voice perhaps keke. She ask me to cut off those big boss had done so easy to throw and put one side. But there a problem not much box being unpack so I can't do much lol. The truth on that day I feel confused which to listen HR or Boss because if I do those unpack cut box who going look after the HR room with contain of many valuable things hm well I don't care still have to listen both so everything I do my best for my last day.

Around afternoon aygku keep whats apps me about salary I tell u this very sensitive issue and I sense already they wont released on spot because they busy mode cut short story on next Monday I got my paid already Alhamdulillah all this Mr Badd ask to pester them hm no comment. Of course I being scold in sms with HR I wont forget what the last msg she said pls dont sms on my personal HP hm what to do I have that no only so very sorry with those pester MRS HR ok.

Ok now lets story abt August Mode...

Now Im back 12 hrs to 24hrs at home of course tired but happy only when MR Bill come the headpain will attack cause I feel useless cannot help him at all.

Hm happy aygku pass his taxi driver license, I have no idea when he gonna start it at the same time Im worry too because his eyes not for night shift mode keke. But whatever it is Im confident with what he doing out there.

Im happy for the first time cook sahur and buka for my beloved.. The truth all this while I being cooking my own recipe not even his fav recipe. I only can say sorry to him im still not perfect hope u will eat whatever I cook and do then I will feel the appreaciate from him lol. I love to see he will ask for 2nd time plate of rice and gravy food. Hm but at the same time I scare he oversize lol.. family pack katakan lol. And he will say is ok I will do the sexy pack one fine day lol.

Hm hari raya mode the truth I feel sink about it. But aygku keep force me to forget about it and it is not purposely and it happened cant be rewind it anymore. Well Im angry ayg very good in talking while me still sad forever lol.

Our Hari Raya thing all done accept house thing haven't buy at all. We will see what next to buy eh.. we this year Yellow theme and turquoise theme, I think Mr badd and dini will glamour mode not me my simple only my shawl will style Siti Nurhaliza habis lah mcm datin2 kut nanti saya ni lol.

Cut short story last Saturday we go geylang 2 time having iftar with Adik Hamzah friends and my family accept my father he have to go work 7 days to give eat his family salute my dad at his retire age he still work alot for his family. we very happy actually only because of the motor boss shop car we feel hurts sabar aje.. really he too much seh never think of our race want to breakfast keke.

Dini Story:

Since she start school mode her body system very poor easily sick by affect from others. Vitamin C given but still same hm.. I guess this yr her school attendant very poor like her mummy last time. Dini if go school still don't want to wear her dress uniform everyday her PE how I wish her teacher scold her no wear PE when no PE class haiz. If she never wear PE she don't want to go school I feel like want beat her seriously, but is ok I patience just for Mr Badd. He said don't beat or scold just let her be she still small still don't understand haiz.

Dini being cough for 3 weeks her medicine going to finish hopefully she recovered soon.

The END.... of my late entries Story..

2011-07-20T08:31:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone sorry being busy mode and my body system weak mode. Hm my Mrs PMS still on missing going 2 weeks so now my tummy bloated like 2 month pregn so paiseh whenever take mrt I will definitely got a seat hm maybe a tips for pregnant women who take public transport but people never give in ur seat should wear any pregnant dress or maxi dress ok. Anyway is good I got the seat too because I have stomach cramp cannot stand too long wait my face became pale suddenly.

Hm now entry about my job contract, at first I have to do 4 month, but something crop up so in the end 2 month. And next week on 29 will be my last day with BYSI company. At first I told my ayg that I feel like just want to stop at the 1 month of salary but since ayg said please just continue it till end the world is not end haha. Ya the world is not end yet, but my heart pain already the feeling like being cheated again leh. Lucky for this temp job I never put so high hope so the feeling pain is not bad like the CWT company that time. Well again I have no idea what to do if I never work start from 1 August hm.. back to as housewife 24hrs shift for my lil Dini and ayg with side line business online AMWAY and Ladies shopping item example, Shawl,brooch,dress,tshirt,accessories and make up too.

For my side line business, I will more to send the item to the nearest MRT of the customer house or under block keke. Why I never do postage because I have phobia with it keke. Disadvantage of parcel never come at all or equal to lost. I don't like it at all hehe.

Weekend entries:

Every Saturday if there is no clash date with event, my mum will teach me and Sil mengaji we want to learn it again because of dream to read the Quran. But again is not easy at all because we very slow in memorize it no idea why it seem complicated to pronounce it. Whatever it is may my mum have the most patience with us keke.

Every Saturday or Sunday if we no family gathering my ayg will bring Dini to Arcade $10 is not enough at least $20 I very angry but ayg said pls no because Dini still small don't understand at all haiz. So I guess the best way is we save money buy the Xbox kinetic or PS3 game set so that she won't ask arcade anymore. Sabar menanti ok Dini hehe. Cause we now concentrate settle our financial debt and the Dec 5 days holiday everyday I will keep forward to it yeah..

InsyaAllah if we both have little bit of more money we will buy this for Dini for the last time because all her stroller is over weight for her already.

good price $400 plus.. good price with good quality..

2011-07-12T16:47:00.002+08:00

Monday and Tuesday:

Well mine routine for 1 month never throw had started yesterday and today I will keep take note till when it will continue my real PMS still on missing ok never mind just wait and wait. The cramp my body pressure can't take it. I just want to lay down mode and silent mode.

Hm later I hope my bro can fetch me at Kranji or Imm either this place my HR will drop me down. Hm I wonder how Dini spelling today sure have mistake because she don't to study anymore from what I heard she said just want happy family everyday don't want school but want to play arcade together happy family LOL.. Dini we must work hard for it lol to has all this keke. Help mummy find customer and IBO ok just joking. Dini just need to call people do you want to try Amway LOC the product very good many people use it and my mummy also use it everyday keke.

2011-07-12T16:09:00.004+08:00

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2011-07-12T15:09:00.004+08:00

8 July 2011 - 10 July 2011

Friday night:

11pm we reached to Golden Mile it is the place we have to take our coach transport to KL. Actually behind the story of on way to this place there still same small misunderstanding too well is ok sabar ajelah. I sms other thing he think other thing keke. We have this lacking of communication since 2007 till now It is so hard to communicate with him no idea maybe the hurt to deep perhaps lol. We both just keep follow the flow.

When the bus came, the uncle driver said we can't go KL got road close due of BERSIH hm.. oh yes of course the word worry have because where we want to sleep where keke. So we torn at TBS new bus station it look like airport already keke.

We wait till public transport start 6am we took 2nd ktm I guess. I still confuse KTM,LRT and monorail. Whatever it is on that only this public transport very active even we have to squeeze mode in that all three transport.

Hm our motive to be just for TomokAyu Wedding, meet up our Tomokianz Msia some of it make it some can't make it. Well actually I know about the Bersih and confident Tomok mum house area never close at all that is why I still want to proceed the journey.

My journey a little bit shuttered when Dini start to cranky want to go home I feel want to scold her really have but I just keep it infront her daddy lol. The way Dini cry is like purposely well I no comment Mr Badd always said Dini still small don't know anything and bla2 ok FINE.. I just let them be together lol.

Hm Dini easily feel tired if walking too long I wonder at KL have rental Stroller or not keke. Want to bring is very troublesome thats the fact. But I don't care next trip I will just bring it lol. If Mr Badd said you can carry meh I will say on that journey have many strong boy and man keke.

Saturday:

Is the day we have to go Our Idol event, the journey we took 2 time monorail and Lrt perhaps again I still confused with it and a take 3 taxi too keke. Our day fall with very sunny day I guess that will be the only day I have sweat everything out haha. We don't focus the weather we more focus on our Idol event Mr T very funny he kena sing the madu 3 song keke. I like Mrs A part want to siku hm keke. Over all our journey is worth it to be in KL for 3 days keke.

Sunday:

Is the day we went to eat nice food and shopping at SUPERMAN BOUTIQUE hm oh yes I love superman the old version reason he is HERO and his power came from the glow green thing something like that very uniq place. Dini buy shoe hi cut shoe black pink while mummy buy pink color shoe keke. I no idea when to wear it but pretty sure gonna wear it once a while.

After all done we went to Times Square for our leisure mode. Dini arcade while me play pool with them my last pool will be on year 2003 or 2004 just for fun. The skill shut down already but the skill to trick player still there something like block their ball and once they shoot I got free ball chance or they score a ball for me notty me keke.

I feel the pole stick"Cue" like heavy maybe due of long period never play already keke. Hm another of my dream to buy own pool Cue, Im not clever but love to collect it. Talk about pool game first time play with khai I lose then after that play with Nita I win happy already keke. I also don't like to be lose but sometime we must feel to be lose too keke.

Our late dinner will be A&W Corney hot dog actually nice but I think my stomach can't take it lucky all the problem start when I came back SG keke. Hm I just want a feedback for TBS should have Parents room hot water and plain water for standby who really need it keke. I think we reached our house around 2am or 3 am. The next day I UL due of tummy and Dini also sick coughing mode.

Credit: Hamzah Kent for being our organizer on transport and everything tour guide gitu keke.
Nita thanks for being there and the surprise call by Tomok voice keke.
Erzee thanks for trust in me to be in this group.
Umi thanks for sleeping for Dini.
Abg Kasman thanks for angkat barang keke.
Ahmad Badaruddin thanks for carried Dini when she want it keke.
Tomok&Ayu thanks for the event invitation, entertainment,food and Photo taking.
Tomokianz you all really Steady... More to come InsyaAllah..
Khairul thanks for ajak main Pool on Sunday keke.

The END... Pic will upload in few mins time.... enjoy it ok

2011-07-04T14:36:00.005+08:00

USS trips Story:

Early morning wake up as usual but still late because of either I stay in toilet too long for Constipation or Dini play around with me so hard to ask her go change pamper or bath. If the father sound straight away she move to toilet WHY eh.. scared of father or she prefer her father than me.

Well I do heart pain sometime cause she always listen to father then me. I say slowly with her she like hack care but when I change to loud speaker she move but she complain clever girl but I dislike it lol.

Journey to Bukit Panjang fetch my sister Erzee first than meet them at hawker coffee shop for our breakfast.

I just drink water never eat much cause I scared to eat early in the morning. I want to enjoy the fun not to make uncomfortable thing happen.

This 2ND trip were really fun because majority everyone play everything and even twice to 3rd time ride. Hm miracle do happen if we risk for it but again the result can be good or bad lol.

I took children roller coaster I do crying mode and face become pale face lucky never vomiting mode for that day. I also try rider oh noI wont play again. I guess will only played merry go round,boat ride and water ride too.

I got what I want already Fireworks see with my own family and with Erzee too very fun on that day we have of course tired too, but is ok all for bonding mode.

Hm some more what to update, well it is a lie if I never think of Tomokianz and TomokAyu wedding event wish to be there too but is alright we know when is the right time to be there too.

Hm for now I just sharing TomokAyu wedding picture ok from his Wife Side event and they wear Sweet Purple and Nikah in Yellow.

The END>>>

2011-07-02T06:03:00.003+08:00

today story:

Hm just want to share this link GUA - Tomok Sah Bergelar Suami Ayu: GUA - Tomok Sah Bergelar Suami Ayu: http://bit.ly/m4t1VL
all abt Mr T and Mrs A yes2 very happy for them too.. Looking forward nextweek we book bus ticket and hotel tu. We going on friday nite. Hopefully everything will be smooth for us.

Yesterday we watch transformer the 3d spec wear on off. The story very emo i do cry many time lol. The suspend keep on off lol. I wonder is that the end of the stories or there will be more again hm.. Full star for this movie k congrats to
the director and crew.

Later few hr we going Uss again this time happy and scared to go lol. I wish tonight have the firework keke.

2011-07-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

1999-2008 wow lama tu nak dpt take picture dgn IDOL keke

Khairul you so Cute keke.. Happy tak :)P

When they still young.. Hanya Tinggal Sejarah..

Siapa tu ini lah Bidadari Idol ku hehe.
8yrs Relationship lama tu Alhamdulillah..
Mereka akan bernikah pada hari ni pukul 8pm
Tomokianz mari kita2 sama berdoa agar semua nya tenang dan indah.. "Smooth"

FOREVER NEWBOYZ"NBIANZ" AND TOMOKIANZ .. in my life tak kira silent atau active HEHE.

Saya dah tak tahu nak type apa lagi saya sangat GEMBIRA TAK TERKATA akhirnya sudah tiba hari ni dia untuk menjadi seorang yg bertanggung jawap "BESAR" tu keke..

I end this story with short video ok..

2011-06-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

Titi Story:

Hi everyone forgive me never update keke. My pms mode had started cramp tummy bloated and feeling vomiting too no still not pregn all this just symbol to come my real PMS mode hehe. In few weeks time I guess lol.

Wow I work for 2 weeks plus already my salary also got already today they said I lucky today Boss good mood so Boss released earlier normally latest every 5th of month keke. Whatever it is I am glad and happy with my paid Alhamdulillah. Well will i continue again or just 2 month we will see the result on 4 July 2011 hm of course little bit of sad because I am emo person but again if it time to go u still have to go rigth don't force it k.

Hm I still considering to work office hr again or just babysit only everything is still on planing. Hm over all this year July month sure very happy because I gonna go USS and KL again with happy family journey keke.

Hm normally Wednesday to Friday I will lunch in just to save $ little bit only and maybe serve Internet listen music or see my Days of Our Life Opera Soap keke. I have no idea why I follow up that story I find very good even they keep change those actor actress. I miss Sammy sister and bro in law in that story and also their parents too keke.

Dini Story:

First day of school the truth she don't want to go school reason scared teacher scold or friend scold she so timid at school while at home she bully us keke.

Firstly she want us to order and buy her school uniform size L, previously she wear M perhaps not comfortable for her. I just hope when the L size came she will wear it keke.

Second day of school she want us to order her PE T-shirt L also keke. So I just hope she will wear it when the thing arrived keke.

Badd Story:

Hm he nowadays after work busy with Taxi School, I have no idea how his lesson will be I just wish he will pass all his exam. I know he can do it :)
Hubby every morning will always send me to work without fail thank you so much. And we will have our breakfast at Kampong ubi Cafe something like that.

My mum story:

Nowadays my mum sacrifice for us to babysit Dini till Im back from work. I ask her tired or not she said no lol. I pity her because Dini won't even let her grandma sleep for awhile after she back from school haiz. I just hope my mum will know how to take half time for rest.. when Dini sleep. But again I know she won't because she love to do housework and cook. So I speakless already, thank you mum for everything.

This entry is for my own daily entries .

Bismillah

2011-06-26T13:16:00.001+08:00

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2011-06-20T16:07:00.005+08:00

Last Saturday Story:

Hi again any idea what I going to type about this week mode? Well as per normal everyday looking forward to spend time with my beloved and Tomokianz. Hm Last Saturday actually we gonna have home meeting but a last mins changes, I decide to go JB by myself to Plaza Angsana, the funny part was on that day I very the blur timid person. I wear casual jeans and tshirt, my first time heard after a long time never heard people said I still look youngster or never see like married person haha thank you taxi driver hehe. Oh yes I know i look matured in dressing and makeup hehe whatever lol. That uncle make my day for that Saturday Yeah..

Hm once I reached there try to look for my Idol Mr T hehe. No idea he heard I call or shout his name or not cause I know my voice like mickey mouse hehe. I am someone can adjust when to crazy or relax one corner fans for every show hehe. Nothing much try to take some picture but the picture quality not that good, but still glad still can snap some picture and take video too. You can just take a look those video hope you all like it.

They finished everything by 6pm plus if i not wrong after got snap the real pic with my IDOL for TOMOKIANZ once pic is equal to bonus for us. After bye2 my idol I go shopping for awhile and go back home by taxi again till JB central. Whatever it is everything was a smooth journey for me.

Today Story:

Hm the funny me again sleep early but overslept till 6plus morning gila. But overall I still never late to work before 8.30am arrived already yeah. Thank ayg for the sending mode only the fetch mode will come soon after all his school course finished. For now I always share journey to KRANJI MRT then as usual go to Clementi for fetch Dini everyday wait until ayg finish his school. Sure the tired always be there but what to do that life for everyone and the best word was SACRIFICE for our own family lol.

Today will be another week for me to go work another 3 month plus to go for my everyday routine.

My routine for laundry change every night and the funny my routine to fold my clothes every weekend so you can imagine how moutain it is keke. I must get something to put those clothes so that won't be dirty again hehe.

I don't like to use wash machine dryer, but sometime no choice no sun at night because of that if I use dryer the nice smell all gone maybe due of the preheat and combine other clothes perhaps keke.

Cooking mode stop for now.. we keep buy cheap food and our weight start to gain already hehe.
sometime I just ate at my mum place only.

Cleaning house still the best goes to Mr Badd hehe..

2011-06-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

Father Day:

Morning wake up have to go ayg friend wedding at Hougang, after that we went to JP play arcade and do DIY cake with Dini. She want to surprise her Daddy but again we both not good in surprise thing hehe. Dini very happy and enjoy the cake.

Hm around 3plus onwards my bro and sisters came to my place for bonding and discuss mode we very happy and even my PIL came too. Everyone have their own topic to gosip and bla2 hehe.

Me as usual I always happy if my house always come with many people around I love it so much.

sejarah mungkin berulang

2011-06-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

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2011-06-18T22:57:00.002+08:00

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2011-06-18T22:57:00.001+08:00

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2011-06-15T09:21:00.002+08:00

Today another new day, today I really thought going to be late but lucky we still reached in time and got to eat our heavy breakfast too. Today I overslept due of Dini never sleep yesterday and I being awake because she want to pee pee lol. So end up I have to cuddle her till what time I no idea and today I awake at 6am lol.

Wow today I really don't know what to wear those long dress I ever had just notice some part being torn keke. So I make a call my mum to get ready any blue clothes shawl and pants. My ayg just shake his head you so funny go ur mum place and got what u want to wear hehe.

Then I said yes all this while I have being sharing everything with my mum so that I no need to buy anything save money lol.

Let's talk about my job oh yes I love it the job scope is the one that I looking for in West Side area but too bad this area is too far for me rushing mode due of jam on the road must go out early have to send Dini first so more everything rushing mode. I will see how for this 4 month period if I still can endure all this and plus endure my stomach cramp too I will definitely want to be permanent at this place.

Lets describe how my pain is on my left side the cramp on off someone being poke a knife or big boxing on ur tummy till feel like want to vomit and sometime the feeling heavy one side too. Oh well till now I no idea what is going with my health problem I still on medical checkup till when no idea too. I work due of $ to be ready when it really be needed. One time check up $50plus onwards oh yes I know mine is little bit but I feel that $50 is like double cost keke.

For now my mode is to find $$$$..

2011-06-13T16:48:00.002+08:00

Eh hi I'm back again, on Saturday my god bro Rizal from CNPS Big Day I waiting for his Big day to come very long keke. I know start to close with him year 2003 and so on till now just minimal in touch tru FB only keke. Well my mum ever ask me why I never choose him instead my hubby my answer very simple because he too handsome and I just treat as my Big Bro's nothing else keke.

Ok cut short the story at first I think no fate to meet bro Rizal on his wedding day, because I not feeling well on that day so I just rest awhile till I feel that I'm strong and fine. So I just gamble went there after 5pm so in the end we wait for this princess and prince til 6plus. We got to take pic around 7 plus keke.

After the event we went to Clementi Ave 3 walk2 and play arcade just for lil Dini aiyoh2. No comment for me want to angry also no use because daddy badd love her what keke that were every weekend activity for us in this family.

2011-06-12T16:33:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone I'm back again, gonna make entry about this week. This week very unexpected day for me have happy & sad story. The sad story I cannot reveal it at here only for some people will known about it. Hm the happy story will be I got a job for 4 month contract Alhamdulillah it came at the right time but we and my parents need alot of sacrifice for our lil Dini she still trying her best to adapt what is going on we gave her 2 day of experience sleep without her parents and I really shocked and glad she miss us so soon hehe. Actually I want to try for 1 week too bad it never happened lol. For now my plan is every morning wake up we send her to Clementi then I go to work after that finish word I go fetch her at Clementi Mrt perhaps.

Hm now I still thinking about how about when she start school day wow very big sacrifice again for my mum she have to come here early morning together with my adik Khai and she need to send Dini to school for us. After that she bring Dini back to Clementi and I will fetch her from Mrt again. Sure both tired but what to do we no choice since Dini don't want babysit and childcare.

All these will go on till 4 month that will be 13 Oct 2011 will be my last day or it will be permanently we see how it goes.

My Duty as Receptionist reasonable duty, but the company I work is the place I ever want to work as sales girl part time that never respond to me. Just a clue I work in Fashion Label company.

Now lets type entries about my god bro and sisters. Alright I know them from Erzee link to Tomokianz. At first everyday since last year , I will always ask myself why I want to close with them is it got to do with Artist. And now I know my answer the answer is yes it apart of it just to be the real fans in Tomokianz I scared to be cheated again like my last time story. But after a few time we keep contact and bonding the reason had change to I treat them as my adik2 like family. I love to make new friends and family Happy Family Gitu.

Well for now of course I will keep lookout real Tomokianz that really will always with us even without MR T in SG. Insya'Allah..

Hm overall on 10 June 2011 were really happy mode for us our meeting from 1 change to 3 but something crop up after dinner we start meeting lol.. Adik2 is it around 10 we start it lol very funny right.

Thank you adik Hamzah Kent for the cooking jarang2 ku makan pedas gitu family of sensitive stomach and lips keke.

Erzee thanks for jadi waitress assistant of ur bff Hamzah tu keke. Cute satu2 dia angkat bawa masuk hehe.

My duty were wash the plate and glass ok lah tu.

Hm let me think what to type again... something missing next date will have the story.

2011-06-05T18:30:00.003+08:00

Wow now month of June already, My condition still on off pain on left side. Well I really hope my decision to go for all the check is the best way for me. Alhamdulillah all the result nice to be heard, but again I will always wonder why still can have that sharp pain on off inner part of my body.
my next check up 2 month time I have to go ct scan follow by wait 2 hrs for result and the day itself I gonna meet my doc too. Ok the funny abt my gyne doc was she was our Crossline in business aiyoh very difficult for me to control it so the best don't talk much danger haha..

Today as normal lecture by mr tiger well I don't mind if he really want to clean house should do with silent not papot feel like not sincere feel like being force lol.

well I proud to have mr tiger because his spring cleaning I think no one can follow what mr tiger do.. really clean neat like just shift house mode hehe.

Why when I down called him Mr tiger because he is really garang like tiger while me gong2 or darling his fav word for my name.
if I gd mood always call him Ayang.

School holiday is a boring day for dini because my abg Adik not with us so never go out lol..

I just made a video at Animoto!

2011-06-05T18:30:00.000+08:00

I just made a video at Animoto!

2011-05-25T19:56:00.003+08:00

Emotional entries and happy entries:

As you all know who my Idol right Yeah MR T aka Tomok. Our President from KL made gathering for ToMokianz to celebrate MR Tomok belated birthday with Afiez too. There a lot of obsticle but lucky with the teamwork and trust everything when fine for SG Tomokianz. It is actually good experience for me to what I go tru. Maybank SG cannot transfer to Maybank Msia tru atm lucky my mum money never cut keke. The customer service pretty somemore said to me you need to pay $30 to deposit to Maybank Msia and also only the owner of the account can do this transaction because need to sign to approve keke.

So I no choice to get help bro Faizul to help me by use his $ to ibanking to our sis Nora. Alhamdulillah Faizul can help us. Ok now the sad thing is my fav sis Erzee can't make it pula well I have to respect her decision let her cool down first with her sickness and some personal matter. While in the journey of course I think of sis Erzee and even when reached KL saw donut shop I think of her too. And just imagine everyone ask where erna or where kak zee nak jawap apa eh keke. Jawap mana yg patut ajelah. Hm this event is really touching my love one sent me to the place 4hrs journey leh org kuat lah tu. Even I know he did it just for Dini, well i no comment some people said he follow because of jealous haha jgn perasan titi.. badd nak jeles apa eh lol. Whatever it is I always love him because he always make my small dream came true, I still trying to make his big dream came true and that is full time father wow.

Our journey to KL were amazing adventure for us he keep 110km never stop at all. So we reached there around 11am. We change money and ate our breakfast at KFC. I never eat much because I know at 2pm have to eat also keke. Overall the parties were fun our Idol really entertain us without fail everything were equal even include his future wife also friendly too keke. We still surprised with Ms A joint with us that a double bonus for us RIGHT keke.

Aiyoh I don't know what to type already, I taste the birthday cake nice even it is chocolate first time I ate cake for 2 time and my throat not pain at all thumbs up to Diana Mum it is miracle for me or ya I start miss her mum cake already keke. We done our party by 3plus before the NUR Kasih movie start. Everyone walk first while me Dini and ayg walk slowly because Dini fall down on escalator no idea how it happen so fast like that I guess her slipper fault or she step at the wrong space. As normal she cried ayg carried her while me carry all her shopping thing lol.

Ni anak yg shopping gi KL so cute lah Dini pandai umpan daddy nya.

Once the movie finished Dini still haven't wake up from sleep. When everything finished we took last group picture inside the cinema hall keke. Thanks to the lil girl if I not wrong sister to MR T. She had to snap many people camera that was not easy job actually sure became blur or confused which camera had snap or haven't keke.

While on way back home I realised haven't pay rm35 Nora for ayg $ keke. Lucky still have fate we met at center of the mall and I stop nora on spot like nobody business but I am glad the $ gave to her already and we also took another last shot picture how I wish erzee beside me too on that day. Sure before go home buy her donut first hehe. Our jouney to go home From Cheras to where I forgot because we went to eat our dinner at KFC again then the whole journey my bro kasman drove it take turn with my ayg. We reached our home at 12am after sent sis Zira..

Oh ya talked about sis Zira I admire her she can play game in car while the car move and she also can studies too in car wow so amazing if that is me sure vomit already hehe.

I also want to say thank you for the door gift too Very Uniq I like.. Thank you Ms A for doing deco the Chocolate and Ibu to Mr T thanks for the invite hehe..

Tata titi tutu... The end

2011-05-25T19:32:00.003+08:00

Hi again update entries for Vesak Day where are we dang2 keke. We were being invite to cousin badd house for their small warming open house ceremony. Again I will said thank you for the invitation keke.

All her food very nice and their house also nice too. I love their walk in wardrobe and their master bed room dah macam dlm hotel seh very nice romantic and cosy too.

What I love about their house will be thier DIY clock and 2 crystal light ball it is nice but to clean it only the owner know the answer hehe.

After the event we went to BEDOK house just to fetch nenek Bedah follow us to Arcade at Bedok Point hehe. Overall Dini having fun but me no because I find waste of money might as well use the money buy something that can keep forever hehe. Well is ok I'm trying to adapt on Dini charactor.

Actually thought of buyng bubble tea after they play the game in the end Dini said tired want to go home aiyoh. So we sent nenek bedah go home first she sleepy already.

While on way to go home daddy asked we want to eat anything Dini said nasi goreng so we go tea tarik got what they want to eat while me just buy hotlik blended imagine tat is my bubble tea haha. At the end of the day everybody happy and tired keke.

2011-05-25T01:40:00.004+08:00

Hm.. hi everyone sorry my entries late again due of I never notice everyday Ayg brought back his laptop keke. I love to update blog with pc or laptop hehe.
Our journey to KL for WLS were very fun and touching story.

Our speaker of that day age around going 50 still no children no idea why. But this couple accept it already and now they everyday dating mode and holiday around the country.

Dr P had made decision to do this network21 business with Amway because she wants time and love.

She told abt her past story how poor they are after married and have to go sch for PHD.. They just grab any job due of $ for school and eat.

So after she became doc she really have no time already to clear some of the school debt and etc.

So Dr P made decision for looking for time and freedom. Total she stp 40 people still no outcome till she met her stp 41 or 42 hehe. And her magic stp had give her warm hospitalitis.

Well the husband very funny just do copycat what his wife doing because it's normal for couple one of it is skepticle and the other is POSITIVE. So for Dr P business journey more on women power hardwork. While the hubby wait until his heart open when he show the result keke. So now the wife little bit rest while the hubby do the stp everyday to change people lifestyle.

Again it is hard to express what my feeling on this WLS the best is "You come and check out it" It is so good to be true right.

2011-05-12T08:51:00.000+08:00

Month of may is a must happy for me day. Because a lot of my beloved birthday. My Bil birthday same with my Idol Birthday even my ex also same date too haha. As for my ex Jamal I very happy to see his life in as in Father mother responsible he married to someone that suit him lol. how I forgive him by look at his happy face with his son and family.

Ok tomorrow will be our WLS again as you know every 3 month sure have motivate word from what I will learn from the success seminar keke.
I still feel down with the breakout and my under weight 45kg at the height of 157cm it so hard to believe the more slimmer the more taller lol. If I not wrong the height I have can be part time model lol. Tats part of my dream what make me stop because I not gd in pose here and there in Malay word kekok haha.

lastly yeah I got green light to go meet my Adik 2 at M'sia. I just need to find little bit of cash for that trip because I want to bring dini. I take it as experience independent mum for that day hope all go smooth on the journey and come back safely hehe InsyaAllah..

2011-05-12T08:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday stories:

Alhamdulillah nAsi lemak ku both beloved eat it.
Alhamdulillah my pap smear result out no cancer detect by SMS evening just now.
Alhamdulillah I got to drink my own iceblended cappuccino drink for today. at first I feel sad for awhile cause the blender spoilt. So I try use the other one glad it work out.

So everything fine again.
But the truth from 6 pm Till now my head very pain heavy I just ignore want to eat soluble panadol but I have keep it for next time.

2011-05-08T13:00:00.002+08:00

Hope they love it..

Well I still on recovering mood, this month the backache cramp and breakout is the worst one haiz. Really very down..

2011-05-06T20:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday story and today story:

Hi everyone how are u at there,hm me still on recover mode anyway it may good news for someone out there or it may just normal story line keke.

This month since everyone in SG received the share grow money everyone sure happy and enjoy it with buy something that they really want or invest it for insurance or own saving account.

While me made decision to go doc and polyclinic to get referral letter to KK under any of gyne clinic.

At first I thought doc polyclinic will referral for 2 appointment but in the end only for UG clinic only. So for now I made decision just to stick on one case first after that if I have extra $ or the bowel getting worse then I will go for another referral letter to another special clinic under endoscope department or management keke.

I am being surprise by ayg again he take urgent leave and sent me to KK we ate our breakfast first while waiting for the check up time start.

Hm my first checkup of the day was Pap smear and urine test.Obstacle at there will be the waiting time never on spot 10.15am my appointment but go in see doc at 11plus keke. Lucky my beloved with me if not sure bored and fed up keke.

Pity ayg he very sleepy lucky have his hp to listen music and playing Internet mode keke.

After checkup we went to Amway settle some document and bought the roll on for MIL family keke. We at here want to welcome sis Idah to be our prosumer as in Artistry Product and etc keke.

After that I pujuk my beloved go to Bukit Merah Central just to buy egg tart but too bad the egg tart don't have so i try the fruit tart $7 for 6 pcs yummy never regret it at all but i still want to try the egg tart one fine day.

Hm Mother days is coming since I still have one child so very to count, Sunday I gonna be a mummy for 5 yrs for this family alot of challenge I go tru anyway I still not a good mummy for dini I easily shout2 on her when she do something I don't like haha I guess too much follow my mum angry mode keke. I must maintain it because I know Mr Badd don't like that way he want me to be slow mode with Dini keke.

Now everyone will know why dini love daddy so much keke. Because she felt the secured and protect by her daddy keke. She love grandma because dini love to bully my mum play the hair boxing2 slap2 manja2 and more keke. But my mum her lion and tiger in her eyes keke. Children now days very creative in thinking.

Oh before I forget today is my mirc bro litz birthday really hope u like our simple video just for u litz and lips gloss thanks for the PM to have us in tat video keke really appreciate it.

2011-04-28T09:09:00.002+08:00

This week I am so very down stress sickness and relationship another thing. I just want the moral support that u concern me not ur hot chili word it made me more down really. How I wish we can go beach side and talk things out. Of course I know u everyday work will feel tired every night u go work also I very worry because me as wife sure imagine how tired u are and driving mode some more.Every time u out from house I will pray that Allah pls protect you where ever u are.And whenever u came back from work I will say to myself Alhamdulillah my ayg is back thank u Allah.

Im here not to complain or what just want to let it out of course I don't want to beza2 kan you and my father but really my dad being work many2 yrs and now he got promote have to work everyday till sunday even public holiday too he want to take off also cannot because he need to take care those candidate.

He never ever said he tired at all to my mum.My mum and grandma yg bising2 why he never take off.He just smile to his love one that's all. I know not easy to have my dad character but I hope u really can don't hurt me everyday just by ur hot chili pepper the sound really soft but its still hurt.

Hm I still give my service to you as wife but if when I say no means no ok. My sick no one can see it only I can feel it. But if u realized i really lost weight tu lah dah lama tak carry me so u dont know kan hehe. If u see my face for this few days it is very pale and if u notice my back body the skin problem start already too. I know no one is perfect even me but i really do my best as ur wife already I am sorry if my sickness make u more stress ok. Because when people sick need to find more money for check up and bla2.

And at the same time I also wish to have baby for this family to make more family bonding but is ok if really cant,we just keep trying and see the result.We wont know what Allah plan for us. Ayg I really treasure ur hardwork for this family tau it is really a big step for u because I know u don't like it and I'm glad u open ur heart to work part time for our family.

Lastly pls don't pamper lil dini every day she will say daddy always protect me because when mummy say no daddy say Yes haha.. I am really shock she said like that we have bonding in the toilet haha. Dini want us to makeover our wedding pic with her pic in it.

Looking forward May for USS,my bro birthday,my idol birthday too.
Looking forward July for My Idol big day wedding celebrate with us keke.
Ayg I really want u to go with me I want u to happy with me.

I love both of you so much even there still a hurt some time how to work with this kind of condition if you already sometime dont understand abt it what abt my those ex boss kan hehe.

2011-04-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

Today late Kak Su birthday if she still around she will be 30 yrs old.
I do miss her alot and same goes to her daughter nisya.
I sad cannot go visit her grave with my condition I just hope once I recover will visit her grave soon.
my wish to get in touch with nisya again InsyaAllah if I get to bump one of Her dad friend keke. I always tell myself in malay kalau ade jodoh ia tidak akan pergi mana.2.

2011-04-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

This week entry.

Sob sob I feel very down from infant till married still make people worry and troublesome.
Than I start to vomit mood, cramp and diarrhoea. I want to do housework or cook Also very reckless.
Then here come new stress bad news came by a Letter from postwomen. Whatever we appeal not accepted so we need to redo all again all $ u see money I feel Down can't help at all aiyoh. even I papot also no use but feel relived haha.
So my first stress of this month. we just wait and see how it goes whatever happen we need to responsible it. I just hope may June July no more bad news or stress.

how my business Alhamdulillah up down up hehe.
my customer now all the student mummy and grandma lol.
I have no idea I just felt I'm the youngest parent at the pcf lol.
but those mummy dress up while me so near I never dress up at all haha.
so people will thought I am maid or sister of dini keke,

My wish to recover soon I don't want my partner to feel bored abt my weakness we won't know what
that person say in the heart. we only give our best to make tat person happy.
But with all this weakness we have both do the best already, how to feel happy everyday work no rest while me how to be happy if once sick it's take time to recover aiyoh2.

2011-04-21T22:12:00.003+08:00

Saturday story:

early morning get ready even call my family clinic weather have lady doc and what my q number if I want now. And so the nurse said no 14.
I get ready fast bath fast ready and I just wake ayg said I going doc now my tummy to pain. To my surprise he awake and sent me to Pm.
Very funny we reached q no still slow so we just stay put in our car watch drama series glad ayg love those black magic story. I watch that drama because have adi putra hehe so lame right.

wait and wait look and look the number st last my turn.
First question doc ask what happen I said a to z lol and doc face confused lol.
The most important I want medicine no pain killer only have 2 fleet and my bad breakout on my face lol.
even urine test done so negative. Hm after all done i go to giant but kitchen stuff for our 1 week energy.
Dini kpo follow me so she help me carry light stuff keke. She follow me cause want to buy Loli pop, no
choice have to line up cashier that have Loli pop the q really long for dini I had too sacrifice haha.

Cut short story time for fleet project dini and ayg keep laughing while helping to insert the fleet bla2.
it workout for awhile after that the bloated start all again.
touching part dini also accompany me in toilet we play sims while in toilet haha so funny and disgusting both of us right.
Dini is my mum replacement from what I notice they do it like auto without bring ask at all so touching thank you dini.

Sunday story:

my rest day the stomach cramp wow so ayg cook something to eat me really weak.
evening my pil visit dini and me. They miss dini so they drop by keke. of course their cucu happy keke.
while resting mode my hp suddenly receive Hana SMS abt talk box, cut short funny I still can't find Hana but I start talkbox with Sil and future bil keke. very funny bonding in talkbox. how i wish my ayg have iPhone tu all foc to interact with keke.

Ops I forgot to say I being refer to jp ultrascan on Monday.
Result pospon nxt monday haiz.